I've been really sad all day without knowing quite why. I have things to be sad about, as everyone does, but none of them are an exact fit.
What helps most is that how I spend the day is the same whether I'm happy or miserable.
What hurts most is that how I spend the day is the same whether I'm happy or miserable.
This may be less true another time, but for now I work, believing the answer is in there. And I do the things that must be done, because they must be done. Cats must be fed.
So, in that way, today was no different than yesterday, but mostly it was a strange day with Ben still away. A one-girl show with non-stop music and mostly non-stop art. Hyde has gone. I kept her under such control I feel nearly apologetic. Next time I'll let her make something.
Sometimes music is better than coffee, which is nearly gone and somewhat cold, so back to it for me. I think, Chemical Brothers will do it.