Two parallel worlds, one of indifference, the other obsession. First creates isolation, distance. Second consumes entirely. A magnet, opposite polarities enjoined as single unit. It pulls and rends, twists, torments. Riding this ruthless roller coaster again. Up then downhill again, WHEEEEE! What waits below?
Oblivious bliss, just kiss. Irrational dreams imbued with scenes of passionate things that may never be. Want and desire...craziness. I breath, sigh, cry.
Run fast? Where?
Stay near? Around here?
None but eternal waiting.
Hate? No, love...agony, ecstasy, prevailing adoration...causes tears flowing on soft cheeks.
He does this to me.