Sunday, December 31, 2006

Self Storage


Pete and I took this photo one windy night at a very busy Mesquite/Gene Autry intersection with headlights whooshing by. I can't pass this place without thinking of fifties science fiction cryology, gleaming cities and silver cars that zip by on currents of air, leaving nothing behind but water vapor.

Later I'll figure out exactly why this image is right for tonight. For now, I'll just accept knowing that it is, in the same way I'll accept knowing that this year was pivotal and sobering for me. I'll figure that one out later too. The clarity of time and an autopsy of the body of work will tell me how the pieces fit.

For now, I'll refer to it as the year I learned to swim. But with you, my loyal comrades, I'll share
What I learned This Year:

1. That the truth sits in the creamy center.
2. That if you can define the question, you can find the answer.
3. That real changes are accomplished one at a time.

My New Year's resolution is to enjoy the moment, then see what happens.


I'd love to hear your thoughts on the coming year. I thank you for being part of this one and I wish you every good thing.

g'night


















10 comments:

  1. "We dance round in a ring and suppose, secret sits in the middle and knows" Robert Frost (I spose it might well as be creamy, eh?) Happy New Year!

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  2. well another year has flown by! Amazing fireworks designed by a French guy lit up London, UK, to usher in 2007. Romania and Bulgaria became new members of the European Union on the stroke of midnight. I travelled a lot last year and hope to head your way state-side this year. I'm a firm believer in the power of travel to extend your understanding of the world. I hope everyone this year will go somewhere they have never been before to try and understand a new point of view. If we could all do that the world might be a much nicer place for us all!!
    Happy New Year Lisa!!

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  3. Happy New Year to you, Lisa, and the rest of the Slaughterhouse gang! Love the science fiction ring of that name...though what barbeque sauce has to do with cryology I'll never know! ;)

    I like your resolution, its one I've lived by and hope to continue to do so!

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  4. Happy (belated) New Year!
    I have a feeling this one's going to be a good one.
    2006 taught me to be, and to wait.
    2007 will teach me to dance.

    All good wishes to you and yours!

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  5. ivenotime :: I always liked, "From what I've tasted of desire, I hold with those who favor fire."

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  6. aah, me too Dan - I did a whole project on this poem when I was a sophomore in hs: Some say the world will end in fire, some say in ice - from what I've tasted of desire, i hold with those who favor fire, but if it had to perish twice, i think i know enough of hate to know that for destruction ice is, is also great and woud suffice. brings back memories of a 15 year old - thank you...(it was a poetry notebook - other poems were straw men, we real cool, and one or two others I don't recall, but I still have that notebook somewhere...

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  7. Ha! We are on the same poetic wavelength, I think, ivenotime!


    We real cool. We
    Left school. We

    Lurk late. We
    Strike straight. We

    Sing sin. We
    Thin gin. We

    Jazz June. We
    Die soon.


    I can't believe I remember that.

    By "straw men" do you perhaps mean Eliot's "The Hollow Men"? Another one of my favorites.


    We are the hollow men
    We are the stuffed men
    Leaning together
    Headpiece filled with straw. Alas!

    ...

    Between the conception
    And the creation
    Between the emotion
    And the response
    Falls the Shadow

    Life is very long

    Between the desire
    And the spasm
    Between the potency
    And the existence
    Between the essence
    And the descent
    Falls the Shadow
    For Thine is the Kingdom

    For Thine is
    Life is
    For Thine is the

    This is the way the world ends
    This is the way the world ends
    This is the way the world ends
    Not with a bang but a whimper.


    And one new poem to the mix, by Atwood:


    Variation On The Word Sleep

    I would like to watch you sleeping,
    which may not happen.
    I would like to watch you,
    sleeping. I would like to sleep
    with you, to enter
    your sleep as its smooth dark wave
    slides over my head

    and walk with you through that lucent
    wavering forest of bluegreen leaves
    with its watery sun & three moons
    towards the cave where you must descend,
    towards your worst fear

    I would like to give you the silver
    branch, the small white flower, the one
    word that will protect you
    from the grief at the center
    of your dream, from the grief
    at the center I would like to follow
    you up the long stairway
    again & become
    the boat that would row you back
    carefully, a flame
    in two cupped hands
    to where your body lies
    beside me, and as you enter
    it as easily as breathing in

    I would like to be the air
    that inhabits you for a moment
    only. I would like to be that unnoticed
    & that necessary.

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  8. whoot! Yes, the hollow men - one of my favorites - I knew straw men didn't feel right but remembered the lines about heads stuffed with straw. Can't believe you remembered all of we real cool too, neat, haven't seen that in years. The Atwood poem is a lovely and lyrical piece, I've never read that before. Another beginning which is my anthem (no middles or endings because my brain is not functioning now: Do not go gentle into that good night, rage, rage against the dying of the light - dylan thomas, i think?

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  9. Dylan Thomas indeed.

    I'm on an Atwood kick today.

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