
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
Thursday, August 02, 2007
How The Secret changed my life.
If I wasn't bothered enough by the book, I had but to go to the website to look deeper into The Secret's hole. Had I wanted to look even deeper, I could've paid the fee to become an Abundant Member. No need. It is even more excluding than the book.
I decided not to waste the time. I have other things to do.
I realize I'm not unique. There are over 1500 reviews of this book up on Amazon alone. Lots of those are angry reviews.
After a little while, I decided it wasn't worth being angry about. I'd try being amused.
Then, there's the fear of one's own thoughts. I think my favorite was here:
Nothing can come into your experience unless you summon it through persistent thoughts.
--page 28, which also suggests that events in history where masses of lives were lost were attracted by the thoughts of those people.
Yes, you brought that car accident upon yourself with your thoughts. (I'm not kidding, it's on page 27.)
Possibly a disclaimer would help. "For entertainment purposes only."
By the same token do those who buy into Byrnes program deserve to be duped? After all, not all of the reviews I read were against the book. Some were from people who were keeping The Secret by their beds, buying copies for friends and family. Well -meaning people looking for answers.
Whatever...it's not like I never bought sea monkeys
g'night and thanks for checking in
Saturday, July 28, 2007
Simple bits
Alison, and her baby, who exists in his own world. We can only speculate on that one, but the guesses are intriguing. He lives in a consciousness we can only imagine. I wonder how he's enjoying the Comic Con...
In this heat and humidity, things go bad very quickly. So we stay inside and play games and watch the debates on C-Span, or go downtown and walk through the misters on Palm Canyon.
Orion in his own world too. I sometimes believe I can see into it, but probably I can no more understand his vision than that of Alison's baby.
Summer seems to be about moving too slowly, thinking too much. It's a fugue state and as such, is better accepted and cooperated with than fought against. It's a reminder that time is not a constant.
I can think of it as a sort of incubation. That might work. I'll let you know.
Sunday, July 22, 2007
Interview, Water view, Blue View, Poppet View
I haven't cast one of these fellows in quite some time. Originally, I named him after a phrase I heard a therapist use.
I'll be adding some more Poppets and Ratbag rats to the auctions this week. Mostly I'll be working on the fortune teller and other projects.
Time to put sleepy little boys to bed. Time for this artist to swim in dark water, quietly, to let new visions in---and to not totally creep myself out.
g'night
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
New Poppets, those Vikings! and Apronless Madness
I can tell them apart.
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
Little things from under the weather
My normal server is down, so I can't make Blogger match the captions to the photos. I imagine you can figure them out for yourselves.
Sophia and Orion.

About the most important thing I did on Saturday was to teach Orion and his friend Sophia that milk makes wonderfully elastic bubbles, and lots of them.(Sophia's dad thanked me, of course.)
Kung Fu Hustle.
Kung Fu Mahjong, not so much.
but definitely Kung Fu Hustle.

Robert has a new Poppet-y tattoo. More photos and info can be seen here.
A Poppet contemplated Lake Tahoe during Pete's travels.
I'm a bit under the weather with some sort of cold-y virus-y miserable thing that jumped onto Pete, then Orion and then me. Judging by their speedy recoveries, it appears to be mean, but very short-lived. They were already back underwater today.
Rest, fluids, and the entire second season of Dead Like Me seems to be getting me through it fine.
The heat is wearing on us. We expect this every year, but this summer seems particularly bad. The brighter it gets outside, the colder and blacker become my soul. Ahhh. Summer Hate. At 7:30 this evening, the decking outside was still too hot to stand on. I'm working, tortoise-like, steadily, quietly. Slowly is better than nothing. It goes back to that whole 'chipping wisdom' concept. I force myself to do some bit of work every single day on the fortune teller and, well, I begin to see the end of the end.
Time for pj's and cold medicine.
g'night
Friday, July 13, 2007
Poppets in Baltimore long to see Stardust

Neil emailed to remind me that I have friends in the Baltimore area. Yes, I do!
And you would likely enjoy an exclusive viewing of Stardust. Yes, you would!
Me too.
Gather together! Take your Poppets to see Stardust! And send me photos!
You can get your MOVIE PASSES FOR STARDUST HERE.
Thursday, July 12, 2007
Sunshine, Twinkies, Something about goals
I claimed the root canal as an excuse to eat a huge plastic container of leftover mashed potatoes, reheated in the microwave with an insane amount of butter.
It's no excuse really, but I ate them anyway. A few extra laps tomorrow, or not. Screw it.
Pete pointed me to a trailer for Sunshine. It looks interesting enough that we'll see it next week. I'll be interested to hear what Carl has to say about it and will likely pull him into a forums discussion about it.
Alison was here for a visit last weekend. It's always great to have her home. I made the mistake of taking her along with me to the market. Never take a hungry, pregnant woman to the grocery store. She left us a pantry full of Twinkies, pork rinds, chips, cookies and...sheesh. She also left me her copy of Water for Elephants, which is intriguing enough to make me want to plow right through it, but so beautifully written I find myself slowing down to read sections again. I look at her belly with deep love, of course, but also with the smug satisfaction of knowing that this is yet another reader in the making. Score one more for our side!
A note about snacks: Nothing has irritated more lately than Go Tarts. C'mon!
Yesterday I sat with my feet in the water, no swimming, just thinking in the way that people do sometimes when they're alone and things are quiet and right for stepping back for a broader look. Not always a great plan. Still, we all have our demons and demons demand attention from time to time. Artists and other humans have to look at where they were, where they are, and where they want to go. Over time, during these sorts of sessions, I've learned about how we tend to drag our habits (good and bad) with us through the years while focusing on this goal or that which we believe will lead us to that state of 'happy every after." (Hey, thanks Disney.) But this just isn't true. It's not a good idea to expect that reaching goals will automatically change the basics of how we operate. If someone is a poor money manager during his 'salad days', he will still be a poor money manager when he has lots more money to poorly manage. Getting a novel published, earning a wall of awards or losing ten pounds is no cure for insecurity.
Not that making money or getting novels published or getting in shape aren't all terrific things to do. Or that they're not rewarding. Of course they are. But the mentality that expects these sorts of accomplishments to be instant cure-alls doesn't help anyone except those trying to sell us the latest diet pill, shoe, phone or cosmetic.
It seems like a better idea to work toward the things we want for what they are and to figure out what makes us happy in the present, and what doesn't. It seems to me that those things aren't always what we think they are. It seems to me that the answers can really surprise us.
At least that's what I thought about out there, while it got dark, with my feet in the water.
I think I'll have a Pop Tart.
g'night
Sunday, July 08, 2007
Monday. Hot.
Yes. It's Palm Springs in July and yes, I did fry an egg outside. I was a little disappointed to see I'd cut off the bottom of the sign, but didn't even consider reshooting, as I nearly fried myself and my equipment in the making of this video clip. Thanks to Ravyn for the animation!
It's hot up in Quincy too, where our Cool Guy Poppet is enjoying music and hanging out with lots and lots...and lots of people at the Sierra Music Festival. I wish
him (and Pete!) a great time and a safe trip home.Yesterday we swam for a bit, Ben and Orion and I, then finally just sort of gathered around the cooler water coming out of the pool fill. Pretty soon we found ourselves unconsciously reaching our hands out to it, like campers around a fire and, ironically, talking about how California is burning. Well, Ben and me. Not so much Orion, who stayed submerged except to get air.
I'm sending out the last of the poppets from the Summer Solstace sale. Thanks to everyone. I'm looking forward to new POT photos and LOLpoppets too.
I think, to keep the Alice in Wonderland and Midsummer Night's Dream series from overtaking the gallery sales, I'll start putting some of those up in between events. I'm also going to do my best to make a few things, like Little Red Poppets, Little Blue Poppets, Little Pink always available.
That said, I'm getting to work.
Have a good Monday!
Friday, July 06, 2007
Rattiness, Harlan, Ponies and Palms
Speaking of rats (as in Harlan Ellison Rats) here is a link about the documentary on Harlan sent to me by David Loftus (who wrote the article.)
If you've never read Harlan Ellison, please do. You can't possibly know what you're missing until you do. Your brain will thank you. Your heart will thank you. Your soul will thank you. You'll thank me for sending you.
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Wednesday, July 04, 2007
Fourth. Desert. Play.
So now we are donning "glow" bracelets, and goggles, mostly just for fun. Later, Oreos and ice cream, and fireworks viewed from the hill.
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
CHEAZ
I'm in.
Friday, June 29, 2007
It's Both, and Neither
We swam at dusk, when the bats were just waking and the pool light only muddied the water.
"Is it Tomorrow?" Orion asked.
"It's Twilight, " I told him. "It's sort of an interesting time, because it's not night and it's not day."
I looked past him at the giant balls floating on the water. Their colors are faded in this light. They tell me I can be poppet-sized. They want me to be.
I have an idea for a story.
Just Be. I say in my head. Just Be. Sometimes easier said than done.
It's the runaway train of connections, composition, dialog, layers. I've written before that I'm never blocked creatively. There is that. But the price is the lack of just being. That doesn't come easily. And, of course, I wish it did. So, I struggle. Drugs don't help. Breathing exercises exasperate.
Swimming helps. Like a tinfoil hat against the aliens. Underwater is for just being. And snow, and surf, clear starry skies and methods of mental discipline still under development.
We submerge together and play-fight with plastic swords. It's not half as easy as it sounds, but looks twice as cool as you'd imagine.
I asked Orion why he wants to do this. He says because it's sword fighting and it's underwater.
"Is it Tomorrow?" he asks again. (He wants to hear again about Twilight.)
I tell him that it's Twilight.
It's not night. It's not day. But it is night and it is day. It's both, and neither.
I can see him mulling it over.
"Time for cannonballs!" he says. I agreed.
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
Do I really get paid for thinking?
On the Poppet Planet forums, someone asked me how long it takes to paint Poppets. " How long...?" is the question asked more often than any other when I exhibit art. I must confess, after about thirty of these I'm fairly likely to put on a Zen face and answer, "moo." (Mu)
Not so much that it's a dumb question, but that it's a question without an answer. Sure, it doesn't rate with "What is the sound of one hand clapping?" Still, it requires travel.
In other words, the answer is complex.
The techniques I use are based on layers of color, ( which I hope to demonstrate on the forums eventually) and were developed over many years. Because of that, I'm capable of working quickly.
Given a Poppet and paints, could I paint a Little Red Poppet in five minutes? Yes. and No.
Yes, in a "vacuum" with no curing or drying times, no preparation. But, with a system in place,(e.g., a paid staff) could I paint 100 Poppets at an average of 5 minutes each? Possibly. Would I want to?
I'm gonna say no, or at least, not today.
Some pieces take longer than others. Titania took what seemed like forever, because she was the first in a series (Midsummer Night's Dream.)
Let me explain why this matters.
Creating a series is a rather big undertaking. First, because it carries several obligations to my collectors.
When I start a series, (like the Wonderland Poppets) I'm committing to create as many as it takes for collectors to complete their sets. At some point, when I stop making them (and I definitely will) I'll give collectors who already have partial sets the opportunity to complete.
Now, that said, I also must make each character unique in some way. I must rethink the character each time I make one, so there's some facet that's not present in any of the others. Sometimes easy---sometimes not so very.
In addition, I must choose and commit to a painting style and color palette for each series. Which brings me back to why Titania took so long. I had to find a palette that worked well for this series' theme and that would set it apart from other series. I established patterns and colors for Titania that could be modified to work for the others in the group. Then, I have to stick with it throughout the series. Not always easy for the traveling sort of mind.
And finally, records must be kept of how many of each character was created, when, and where it went when it left the studio.
So, when I calculate the time it took to paint Titania, if I'm to be accurate (You can take the girl out of the laboratory....) I must consider work experience, product development, research, time spent thinking about the work and finally, execution (which includes curing and drying times.
It's why sometimes I really enjoy going 'off track' and making strange little single Poppets that don't quite fit anywhere except that they're Poppets.
Original works (the gallery pieces) are very different from collectible works and carry a whole different set of considerations.
I'd say, with the exception of a few experiences, the majority of time spent for every work I make(including and especially the gallery pieces) is the thinking about what, why and then, how.
In other words, the creative process, like time, is not a constant.
If you'd like to delve into this aspect of creating art, or have any questions, come to the forums and we'll dig deeper.
It's full blown desert hot here today. Time to hit the water.Time to replace all our lightbulbs with CFL's.
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Sunday, June 24, 2007
I Know You're In There
Friday, June 22, 2007
Dreams of Poppets and Midsummer's Nick Bottoms
SATURDAY UPDATE- Will be listing pieces today and tomorrow, so check in for new stuff!
It's a GOOD DAY.
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
Gene Wolfe, Poppets Aware, Waking up Dreaming
The first is that I've read more of Gene Wolfe's work than any other author. (I read....a lot.)
Thursday, June 14, 2007
Poppet Salad
Here is one of my favoite POT photos.Also in the box were patterns and the prototype for our Poppet Doll, which is designed by Robert and which we hope to release for the winter holidays. Here Orion demonstrates size and cuddle factor which seems to be quite high.
Sunday, June 10, 2007
Just keep swimming...enough with the multitasking...collaborating
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Wednesday, June 06, 2007
Air and Water = Bubbles and Poppets On Video
Once in awhile, schedules be damned, your artist takes a step sideways to make something from unfamiliar clay.
I believe these exercises expand us in unexpected ways.
We, like Poppets, are larger inside than out and, in those vast spaces, connected to one another.
Creative tangents appear suddenly and without warning; explore. Each invitation is unique and urgent and conditional: now or never
This time I jumped in and took Ravyn with me.
I took some footage of Poppet Diving and sent it to Ravyn, who was pulled in visually by the bubbles, and a spontaneous collaborative process began.
We ended up with two little slices of the creative life I write about here--- a closer look.
We had fun collaborating and hope you enjoy the images and music.
You saw Day on the previous blog entry.
Here is Windy Night Poppet Diving and (for dial-up) this version on YouTube.








